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Post by absurdjinx on Jun 20, 2023 7:42:24 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/vQCNNPz/salamander~jpg | salamanderpaw, "hope you really make it
hope you be someone"
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Salamanderpaw was sharing a meal with a few friends while they discussed how they’d spent their days. They had settled down in the outskirts of the camp, far from the entrance, so nobody entering or exiting camp would overhear them. Some of the things they said weren’t exactly kind and they didn’t want to get in trouble for it. Salamanderpaw wasn’t look for a scolding regarding his carping about how distracting Quailstream’s obnoxious snoring was when he’d been tasked to clean the elders’ den or how irritated he’d been when the squirrel he’d chased into Ploverfeather’s paws escaped after she slipped on a leaf. Salamanderpaw and his friends chuckled as they labeled Quailstream annoying and Ploverfeather clumsy. Although they immaturely insulted their clanmates for things they couldn’t control or simple mistakes, they’d give their lives for Quailstream and Ploverfeather. After cleaning the elders’ den, he’d glanced fondly at Quailstream before leaving and when Ploverfeather started limping, he’d rushed toward her to make sure she was alright. Just as he was about to complain about training and the challenging battle technique his mentor had made him practice relentlessly, one of his friends exclaimed, ‘ Look!’ Naturally, Salamanderpaw looked. He quickly glanced over his shoulder and his gaze fell on MistClan’s medicine cat apprentice, Spottedpaw. He rolled his eyes, certain his friend was just being dramatic, and turned back to them to fix them with a look that said so what? “ It’s just Spottedpaw.” A smirk found its way to his friend’s face and they scoffed, ‘ If it’s no big deal to you, then you wouldn’t mind having a conversation with her.’ Salamanderpaw shifted uncomfortably. “ I haven’t finished my meal,” he argued. His friend barked out a laugh and the rest of his friends released quiet chuckles. ‘ You’re just scared!’ He scowled and sent each of his so-called friends a piercing glare. “ I am not! Watch this - I’ll go talk to her.” With a lash of his tail, he rose to his paws and marched in Spottedpaw’s direction. He made sure to deliver one final glare to his friends as he went. Padding along, he made sure to soften his expression. If he was going to prove his friends wrong, he needed to actually engage in a discussion with Spottedpaw, not just exchange a few words, and he might frighten her off if he appeared upset. Deep down, Salamanderpaw dreaded talking to her, but he tried to convince himself that maybe she wasn’t as weird as his denmates claimed. Everyone knew medicine cats were odd, but Spottedpaw seemed like the strangest of them all. He’d seen her performing chores and running errands for Lotusfire - and she looked happy to do it! Even when she had a clump of mouse bile at the end of a stick clamped carefully between her jaws, she trotted along with light in her eyes. Until he’d watched Spottedpaw do it, Salamanderpaw hadn’t thought it was possible to be cheerful while applying mouse bile to the elders’ ticks. “ Hi, Spottedpaw,” he greeted once he was close enough to her, sending a swift glance back at his friends to find them observing. “ Do you need help with anything? I’ve got time.”
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Post by spotted on Jun 20, 2023 12:38:47 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/mXYtx0r/spottedpawava~png | Spottedpaw, I have seen such things, on this and the other side. Words cannot show you. The midnight owl, it does not know you. You will see for your sweet self, by and by |
The apprentice had finished all of the chores Lotusfire had assigned to her that day. It had been quicker than usual, and now she was faced with the dilemma of finding a way to spend the rest of her evening. Usually she finished around moonrise, having her meager dinner alone as the last of the fresh-kill pile had dwindled into slim pickings - especially so near leaf-bare. But she was grateful that Mistclan's hunters had still had the fortune to find excess. Now, with other cats still up and awake and the other apprentices enjoying their meals in groups, Spottedpaw felt more isolated than she imagined she would in this situation. Unlike her mentor, Spottedpaw was a fairly social cat, she enjoyed interacting with her clanmates, but rarely had time to socialize with other apprentices. She was always either tending to the elders or the queens and their kits. Despite being surrounded by cats, she felt especially lonely, more so now as she got a taste of what mealtime really was. The elders and queens had already eaten, and she didn't dare attempt to share with her mentor. She was beginning to tell she was trying their patience - but she didn't know how or why. She had done everything they asked, but still they had ice run through their veins, more so than usual it seemed when she was around. With her conversation with Ryewhisker and how their mentor had physically lashed out at them for perceived inadequacy, a bit of uncertainty and perhaps even fear rolled in her head like the tide, pushing thoughts back and forth. What if Lotusfire struck her? She had already become wary, but at least their long list of chores kept them away from sharing the same space for too long. Her hunger snapped her back to reality. From her current position she was scouting out the fresh-kill pile, still stocked with prey she'd never tried before. The petite grouse looked delicious, but for as hungry as she was, she knew she couldn't eat the whole thing by herself. 'Hi, Spottedpaw,' another voice sounded from the side. Many cats knew her name just from her position as medicine cat apprentice, but she hardly knew everyone else's, especially other apprentices, which this tom looked to be. After two seconds of contemplation however, she recognized him. "Hello, Salamanderpaw." She had met him briefly during his stay in the medicine den when she first became Lotusfire's apprentice and he still a kit. She remembered his brother asking to spend time with him throughout his recovery. The brothers had contrasting personalities, she could tell that much from a distance. But they were obviously close, and their father was very kind. She was half-expecting Salamanderpaw to ask her for some herbs, perhaps something for an upset stomach, but she was taken a bit aback as he was offering to help her instead. "Uh, well," She had never had someone freely offer to help her. Was this a sign from Starclan? She had tried to ask Lotusfire about some basic warrior training, but they dismissed her concerns. Perhaps Salamanderpaw could teach her something? But, for now she was still very hungry, and it felt rude to ask him that right away. "Yes, I could use your help with something." She took a kittenstep forward, gesturing with her nose toward the fresh-kill pile. "Though first…if you are hungry, maybe we could share that grouse over there?...I can't possibly eat it all, but I've never tried it before. We could even split the feathers for our nests if you'd like?" She very much hoped he'd agree. The she-cat saw he had come from a group of cats sharing prey though, so perhaps he had already had his fill, but she still wanted to offer.
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Post by absurdjinx on Jun 26, 2023 18:42:02 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/vQCNNPz/salamander~jpg | salamanderpaw, "hope you really make it
hope you be someone"
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Meeting Spottedpaw’s gaze, Salamanderpaw suddenly remembered his time in the medicine cat den back when he’d still been a kit. He remembered trying to be tough, blinking back tears and swallowing sobs, as Lotusfire wrapped his broken leg and Spottedpaw soothed him. He remembered watching his brother ask Spottedpaw if he could spend time with him while he recovered instead of begging Lotusfire because he knew the older medicine cat would reject his request. He remembered exercising his healing limb while Lotusfire grumbled instructions and Spottedpaw encouraged him with kind smiles. Their time together had been brief, but how could he have forgotten her generosity? And then Salamanderpaw became an apprentice and gained friends who weren’t his brother, friends who like to make fun of their clanmates, including Spottedpaw. They called her weird and eventually, he began to believe it. He’d forgotten how warm she’d been - and he’d thanked her by calling her names behind her back. He felt guilty as he looked into her eyes and the feeling only increased as she proceeded to be nothing but sweet to him. She revealed she could actually use his help with something and while part of him longed to return to his friends and forget, once again, about Spottedpaw’s kind nature, a larger part of him thought maybe this was how he could make it up to her. And so, instead of apologizing for wasting her time and stalking off, Salamanderpaw stayed, but he did glance back at his friends again, his expression displaying his conflicting emotions. His friends seemed to find his confusion amusing and he watched them chuckle and exchange words spoken too quietly to hear, but that he was sure were remarks directed toward him that he’d think were offensive. He turned back to Spottedpaw, his expression no longer conflicted, but neutral as he listened to her invite him to share a meal. Salamanderpaw knew his friends would be incredibly amused if he sat down with Spottedpaw and he wasn’t sure if he could endure their endless teasing after, but he also knew they’d taunt him anyway if he couldn’t prove to them he wasn’t scared of holding a conversation with her. Spottedpaw did offer him half the feathers off the grouse… Maybe his friends would believe him if he said he’d shared a meal with her only because he’d been interested in her offer and not because he was trying to make amends with the valley’s strangest apprentice. “ Yeah, sure. I didn’t get to finish my mouse anyway.” Salamanderpaw leaned over and picked the grouse off the fresh-kill pile before leading Spottedpaw over to the apprentice den, looking back at her to make sure she was following. He settled down just outside the entrance to the den and began to pluck the feathers off the bird. With every feather he tore off, he placed it in one of two piles, one for him and one for Spottedpaw. After a few moments of uncomfortable silence where he pondered what to say, Salamanderpaw finally paused his task and looked at her to ask, “ So what is it you need my help with? I don’t know if I’d be very good at helping you collect herbs. I’d probably just mess it up somehow. But I can accompany you. My mentor says I’m a good fighter, so I can protect you, if that’s what you need.”
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Post by spotted on Jul 1, 2023 12:09:06 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/mXYtx0r/spottedpawava~png | Spottedpaw, I have seen such things, on this and the other side. Words cannot show you. The midnight owl, it does not know you. You will see for your sweet self, by and by |
Spottedpaw knew she was a bit naive about the way the world outside camp worked. She had never been on a full tour of Mistclan's territory, just the places Lotusfire showed her were good for gathering certain types of herbs. The farthest she'd gone was the mooncave and within - and near the plains' edge, but never too near the border. She had gone to a gathering too once, after she had been named a medicine cat apprentice, but Lotusfire often wanted her to stay behind in camp just in case something were to happen while they were gone. That was reasonable, she thought. But Spottedpaw couldn't help but want to talk to cats from other clans. Though, maybe she should get to know the apprentices in her own clan first. Her face lit up as he accepted her offer, and she happily toddled after him near the apprentice den. She sat perhaps half a hare length away. Spottedpaw was very comfortable with being close to other cats, but she had realized not all cats were like her, especially ones she did not know well. Her mother had told her to respect others' personal space. As Salamanderpaw plucked the bird and told her of his fighting skills, the medicine cat apprentice took that as confirmation that Starclan wanted her to ask. Surely they wouldn't have sent him her way if they did not. She shuffled around on her front paws, her gaze unable to look him in the eye. "No, no it's not herbs." She did want someone to accompany her sometimes. Sometimes she got terribly lonely when fetching herbs without Lotusfire. But she also wanted to be able to protect herself. "Please don't laugh at me," she mewed softly. Lotusfire did not laugh, but it felt like they did as they brushed off her fears. "B…but I'd like to learn some combat training." Her voice was hushed, scared of being judged harshly again. "When I was out collecting herbs I smelt a rogue in our territory." She didn't want to admit she was scared. "It made me think how vulnerable I am without an escort or Lotusfire." Surely Lotusfire would protect her if they were attacked. But they weren't always around. "...Lotusfire said I don't need it," she continued, her voice still hushed. "B…but I disagree." This was the first time she had ever openly opposed Lotusfire to a clanmate. It felt both wrong and right at the same time. "Would you teach me…please?" Her eyes glistened with both pleading hope and in preparing for the sadness of rejection.
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Post by absurdjinx on Jul 6, 2023 4:16:57 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/vQCNNPz/salamander~jpg | salamanderpaw, "hope you really make it
hope you be someone"
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Salamanderpaw hadn’t expected Spottedpaw to sit so close. His first instinct was to glance at his friends to gauge their reactions to her close proximity to him and he wasn’t very pleased with what he found. They were clearly extremely amused by his situation, shaking with barely-restrained mirth. He fixed them with a sharp glare, but they only reacted by throwing their heads back and releasing barks of laughter. He successfully swallowed the disgruntled growl that had threatened to free itself from within him and looked away from his friends. If Salamanderpaw kept checking on them and their physical responses to his interaction with Spottedpaw, he might just end up leaving her side to march over and give them a piece of his mind. Would he still win the bet if Spottedpaw learned about it? Perhaps instead of getting upset about their teasing, he should’ve discussed the terms of the bet with his friends. He didn’t inch away from Spottedpaw despite his friends’ blatant amusement, no, he was going to own it. It was too late to move away anyway since his friends had already witnessed their closeness and they were sure to make fun of him for it later, so why shouldn’t he just embrace it? He was distracted from his thinking by Spottedpaw’s response and he realized that she was nervous to ask him whatever was on her mind. Salamanderpaw watched her stare down at her shuffling paws and found it to actually be quite endearing. Rapidly, he reminded himself that Spottedpaw was considered the strangest cat in the valley - at least, that’s what his friends said. Nothing she did was adorable and everything she did was weird. But had she been odd to show him kindness when he’d broken his leg just a few moons ago? Salamanderpaw wanted to simply walk away and forget the bet had ever existed. He was just too confused about his opinion of Spottedpaw. She told him she didn’t need his help with herbs and he wondered what else could she need help with? Didn’t her life revolve around herbs? What else was there for her? Spottedpaw then asked him not to laugh at her and he felt shocked and wounded by her request. Did she really think he was the type of cat to laugh at her for seeking help? Did he come off as the type of cat who would do that? Maybe Salamanderpaw should re-evaluate his life choices. But then she asked him to teach her battle techniques and he couldn’t keep the surprised expression from taking form. He just barely heard everything else she said as he questioned his own mentoring abilities. Was he even capable of teaching her how to fight? Despite his previous bragging about how skilled he was, he was still learning how to fight, though he did show promise. But then she said Lotusfire told her she didn’t need to know how to fight and he thought that was ridiculous. Every cat should know how to defend themself! Salamanderpaw looked into Spottedpaw’s eyes and without hesitation, he answered, “ Of course I will!” Oh, what will his friends think? He tried to distract himself from worrying about his friends’ opinions by talking about one of his favorite subjects - fighting! “ I think defensive moves would be the best start for you. My mentor actually just taught me what to do if I ever get pinned by an opponent. I’m still working on perfecting it, but I think I’m getting the hang of it. I’ll make sure to show you that one.” He paused. ” Did you, uh, did you ever pester an apprentice into teaching you techniques or did you ever play war with your denmates as a kit?“ Or had she been too busy playing medicine cat? ” Games like that prepare us for when we start training as apprentices, so a lot of the moves we used in our games when we were younger, we end up using later in life. We just simply learn to perform those moves better than we did when we were kits, y’know? So, uh, are you familiar with any battle techniques at all?”
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Post by spotted on Aug 3, 2023 23:24:59 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/mXYtx0r/spottedpawava~png | Spottedpaw, I have seen such things, on this and the other side. Words cannot show you. The midnight owl, it does not know you. You will see for your sweet self, by and by |
Salamanderpaw did not leave her waiting in suspense long. She watched his azure eyes meet her emerald. The intensity of his stare made her a bit nervous. Lotusfire liked to stare, particularly right before they scolded her. And Spottedpaw steeled herself for the rejection she feared. "Of course I will!"…He would…he would! The nervous tension in her body pulled away, for now, her tail - before curled tightly around her body in a form of self soothing - released its adder grip from her flank, her demeanor turning considerably more cheery. "Oh thank you! Thank you, thank you, thank you." A loud purr could be heard from her chest. She almost couldn't contain her excitement, and craved to get going right away, much like a kit getting to go outside the nursery for the first time. But this was so much more exciting! And scary, but mostly exciting. She listened intently as Salamanderpaw continued. Defensive moves. Yes, she'd like that. She didn't want to hurt anyone, not if she did not have to. Was she even allowed to hurt anyone as a medicine cat? Even just for self-defense? Lotusfire had not been clear on that, but she wasn't going to tell them of this anyway. They would only make her feel bad for contradicting them - or worse. Then the subject of kithood games came up. "There weren't many kits my age in the nursery when I was born. There was Mallardpaw, and Aspenrain's siblings, but they're older." Mallardpaw was very nice to her, but he was twice her size most of the time. He was due to get his warrior name any moon now. "I don't have any siblings, so I hung out with the elders most of the time…they did tell valiant stories of battles passed, though. And I saw other apprentices training once, near the lightning tree…but not really. No…" Her embarrassment returned as her cheeks grew hot and her ears flicked down and back upward with no real rhyme or reason besides anxiety - and perhaps a fear that Lotusfire would jump out from the bushes at any moment.
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Post by absurdjinx on Aug 16, 2023 4:32:21 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/vQCNNPz/salamander~jpg | salamanderpaw, "hope you really make it
hope you be someone"
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Spottedpaw visibly relaxed and Salamanderpaw hadn’t realized exactly how anxious she’d been to ask him for help. He thought teaching her at least the basics of combat would’ve been her mentor’s duty, but according to her, Lotusfire believed it wasn’t important she knew how to defend herself - which was, quite frankly, ridiculous. In Salamanderpaw’s opinion, everyone should know how to take care of themselves. But then again, he wasn’t a medicine cat and didn’t exactly understand them as well as Lotusfire did. Maybe there was some kind of medicine cat rule preventing them from learning combat techniques that Lotusfire had failed to explain to Spottedpaw? Salamanderpaw didn’t know much about medicine cat rules, but he did know that if Lotusfire hadn’t wanted Spottedpaw to learn how to fight, they should’ve said more than just calling it unimportant. She thanked him repeatedly and Salamanderpaw fought the urge to purr right along with her. Surprisingly, he was just as excited as she was. He was still young, just barely out of the nursery, and he was already training an apprentice! Sure, Spottedpaw wasn’t his apprentice, but he’d still be teaching her how to defend herself. That definitely counted. Salamanderpaw wondered if training Spottedpaw would speed along his own apprenticeship and allow him to earn his warrior name early. Oh, how amazing that would be! His friends would be so envious. Speaking of… Salamanderpaw risked a quick glance at his friends. It looked like they’d lost interest in him and Spottedpaw, and were more focused on teasing each other. The tension in his shoulders fled and he breathed a sigh of relief. His ears twitched at the sound of Spottedpaw’s voice and he swiveled his head back around to focus solely on her. Without having to worry about his friends, Salamanderpaw felt comfortable giving her his full attention. She admitted to knowing zero battle moves, not a single one, and instead of frowning in disappointment, he sent her a kind smile. “ That’s okay. Believe me when I say that when someone lunges at you, you’ll know what to do. And with some practice, you’ll learn how to act without relying on instincts alone.” Salamanderpaw chuckled, “ The first time my mentor leapt at me, I squealed like a kit and dropped to the ground. But I think that’s normal - and it’s not an entirely incorrect reaction.” He rolled the grouse between his paws over to Spottedpaw. “ Let’s eat real quick and then we’ll sneak away for a training session, yeah?”
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Post by spotted on Sept 11, 2023 10:39:33 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/mXYtx0r/spottedpawava~png | Spottedpaw, I have seen such things, on this and the other side. Words cannot show you. The midnight owl, it does not know you. You will see for your sweet self, by and by |
Already she had lent Salamanderpaw the same high level of attention she offered Lotusfire, listening for any bits of sagacious wisdom the other apprentice could give her. “That’s okay. Believe me when I say that when someone lunges at you, you’ll know what to do. And with some practice, you’ll learn how to act without relying on instincts alone. The first time my mentor leapt at me, I squealed like a kit and dropped to the ground. But I think that’s normal - and it’s not an entirely incorrect reaction.” It was comforting that Salamanderpaw already had confidence in her ability. If they ever had, Lotusfire hadn't made it obvious, and while before that topic might not have bothered her - experiencing hopeful teaching now sent a stake of hurt through her heart. Why couldn't Lotusfire seem to have any faith in her? As the younger apprentice mentioned finishing their meal, Spottedpaw nodded obediently, setting to work against the grouse with a newly fueled and ravenous appetite for adventure. The game bird was delicious, much different tasting than the mice and shrews that were left at the bottom of the fresh-kill pile for her to take after a long day of chores. After finishing her share, her tongue wiped around the white of her cheeks, savoring the last bits of flavor. "I'll take these to my nest and meet you outside of camp!" she chirped happily, securing the pile of feathers closest to her, she skipped off towards the apprentice tree to drop them off atop her sleeping spot to be sorted and woven in later. A few fox lengths out of camp, away from view of the camp sentries she waited on shifting paws for Salamander to finish up and join her. Where would he take them? To the lightning tree like the other apprentices got to train at? Or maybe he had a different, more secret, spot? Secret was better, was it not?
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Post by absurdjinx on Sept 12, 2023 11:39:12 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/vQCNNPz/salamander~jpg | salamanderpaw, "hope you really make it
hope you be someone"
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If Salamanderpaw didn’t know any better, he would’ve thought Spottedpaw hadn’t eaten anything in days. He nearly flinched at how eagerly she dove into her portion of the grouse and bit his tongue to refrain from commenting about how he hadn’t actually meant eating that quickly. The hunting patrols had been keeping the clan well-fed, preparing for the upcoming leaf-bare, so he knew she hadn’t gone some time without eating. Either she took him really seriously when he said ‘let’s eat real quick’ or she just couldn’t wait to begin their training session. He was leaning toward the latter, just because it made him feel good that she wanted to learn from him so much that she wasn’t even taking the time to savor each bite. As he watched Spottedpaw, in awe at her wolfish behavior, Salamanderpaw wondered if she was even chewing, but he tore his gaze away from the amazing sight before he could find out. While he waited, he scanned the clearing. He’d remembered what his father said about staring and realized he should give Spottedpaw some privacy while she ate, especially when she was eating like it was her first time tasting fresh-kill. Salamanderpaw’s gaze flitted from cat to cat, observing a couple of clanmates lazily sharing tongues, an apprentice exiting the elders’ den with a clump of moss tucked under their chin, and a border patrol of four reporting to the deputy about how quiet everything was. He didn’t have to wait long. He didn’t even get a chance to guess where each of his friends were going as they dispersed, their break time ended by one of their mentors. Salamanderpaw’s head swiveled back around to focus on Spottedpaw as she told him she’d meet him outside camp, jumped to her paws, and with a mass of feathers clamped firmly between her jaws, she took off. What an odd apprentice. Salamanderpaw didn’t take his time eating, but he didn’t eat as aggressively as Spottedpaw had. He took this time to think about the upcoming training session. He knew he was going to teach her what to do when someone had her pinned, but part of him worried he wouldn’t be as skilled a mentor as he hoped or maybe she’d even get hurt somehow. But he’d already promised Spottedpaw he’d teach her, so he’d just have to do his best and keep a close eye on her. Once he’d finished cleaning up after himself, he headed directly for the camp’s exit. He hoped he hadn’t kept the other apprentice waiting for too long. Salamanderpaw found her not far from the camp’s walls and he gestured for her to follow him as he moved past her. “ My mentor always takes me to the lightning tree for combat training, so I think we’ll go there.” The lightning tree wasn’t far and they arrived in no time. As they climbed the hill that the tree sat on top of, Salamanderpaw felt both nervous and excited to train Spottedpaw, but he did his best to keep a neutral expression. When they stood under the branches of the lightning tree, he whirled around to face Spottedpaw, his tail lashing behind him as he prepared to lunge. He launched himself at her immediately, aiming to knock her over and pin her beneath him, making sure to keep his claws sheathed. Like his mentor taught him, he meant to pin her, but he’d loosen his grip as soon as she stopped squirming, because in the midst of battle, there was no honor in wounding a defeated opponent. Salamanderpaw just wanted to see what her instincts told her to do and then they’d go from there.
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