storms make trees take deeper roots
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Post by cosmic on Nov 9, 2023 23:32:39 GMT -6
#s://i~imgur~com/Cxu3tW0~png Leopardpaw had slunk away from camp before her mentor could call her for training or bring her along on a patrol. To her, the pine forest within the territory was the only place that she could find some peace and quiet away from everyone else. Somewhere where she didn't have to put on a face, like when she was around Shadowgaze, or Pigeonscreech, or Antlerpaw.
She could just be herself.
The crunch of the light snow on the ground made her shiver while her coat become fluffier. The calico she-cat knew that her favorite season was not leaf-bare. She hadn't been alive to experience the winter before, but she could already tell that she wouldn't be looking forward to it in the future. Leopardpaw knew that she didn't get the "long-fur" trait from her father, which she silently cursed him for. Like he had a real impact on that.
With thinking of her father, however, her mind raced toward her mother, her biological mother. Leopardpaw wished that she could have had one memory of her mother. A memory to herself. But all that she could "remember" of her mother was the stories that others told. Especially the elders, who told her stories about Dawndapple being a great warrior for the clan. Looking back as an apprentice, they probably took pity on her. Maybe they just couldn't imagine a kit not knowing who her mother was. She was grateful for that, even if she never showed it. Like Antlerpaw taught her, she needed to milk as much pity as she could until she couldn't.
Until she couldn't. That's what stopped her. The she-cat was close to the halfway mark of her training, and she felt like she had nothing to show for it. In the beginning, she focused on her skills. After her crush, however, he steered her away from training, as she was so caught up in his antics. She needed to do better, but getting pity and having relaxing days in the apprentice's den by herself felt amazing.
She couldn't help but think what her warrior name would be. She would love for her name to be Leopard-dapple, after her mother. But she probably wasn't on Mushroomstar's good side to be able to request the name. Perhaps Leopardfleck? She was a calico like her mom was, with patches of orange and gray. Leopardpatch? Too boring.
As she was pondering, she heard footsteps behind her. Her footing halted abruptly before turning to face the cat following her.
... UGH!
"What are you doing out here, Shrikepaw? It's rude to stalk your prey for that long," she sneered, with her lashing tail showing complete disapproval. Of course, she couldn't have a moment of peace without her "sister" ruining it. Leopardpaw had been tolerant of the other she-cat's teasing and bullying in the nursery, but they were no longer kits now. "Why don't you go with Pigeonscreech on her hunting patrol? I'm sure your mother would appreciate it."
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Post by absurdjinx on Nov 22, 2023 3:54:09 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/HC9DWHV/shrike~jpg | shrikepaw, "how quickly though, life can turn around
one step forward, two steps back"
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Shrikepaw witnessed Leopardpaw sneak out of camp without anyone noticing. She wished she could go whenever she pleased without being noticed, but Pigeonscreech was always watching her like a hawk. Her mother was the overbearing type, but Shrikepaw knew Pigeonscreech just wanted the best for her. And she could only be the best with her mother pushing her to be. However, she was exhausted. When she wasn’t training with Cinderflame, she was training with Pigeonscreech. Her mentor was much gentler than her mother. Pigeonscreech liked to shout and shove while Cinderflame preferred a softer method of teaching. Shrikepaw found relief at night, when she could escape her mother’s watchful gaze in the warmth of the apprentice den, but she always dreaded waking up the following day just to repeat the day before. She loved her mother, she truly did, but Pigeonscreech pushed too hard sometimes. With a glance around camp to make sure nobody was watching her, Shrikepaw followed Leopardpaw. She didn’t want to be stuck in camp all day, either. Pigeonscreech had just left with a hunting patrol, Cloudwhisker was probably busy padding after some she-cat, and she had no clue where Cinderflame was. Since none of those three were anywhere in the clearing, Shrikepaw was confident she could sneak away without being caught. She was stopped halfway across camp by an older warrior who asked her where her mentor was. She lied about how she’d been tasked with fetching moss to change nests with and the older warrior nodded in approval before walking away. Quickly, before anyone else could stop her, Shrikepaw left camp, breathing a sigh of relief the moment she slipped out of the clearing. The last thing she’d wanted to do was chores when hunting sounded like a much better activity. She hadn’t intended on stumbling upon Leopardpaw. It was totally unintentional. Shrikepaw had just been walking through the forest, heading for one of the better hunting spots in the territory, and the next thing she knew, Leopardpaw was glaring right at her. They must’ve been heading for the same area. As her half-sister spoke, Shrikepaw simply rolled her eyes. “ Not everything’s about you, Leopardpaw. I didn’t want to run into you.” Leopardpaw continued, mentioning Pigeonscreech, and Shrikepaw replied, “ Of course Pigeonscreech would appreciate my company. Mothers tend to enjoy spending time with their children. Oh, that’s right, you wouldn’t know.” With a lazy flick of her tail-tip, Shrikepaw went on, “ But I don’t need to spend every second of every day with my mother. I’m my own cat. I imagine you wouldn’t know what that’s like, either, though. I’ve seen how you pad after Antlerpaw and agree with everything he says. You think you’re friends? You’re nothing more than his pawn.”
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storms make trees take deeper roots
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Post by cosmic on Dec 3, 2023 20:55:23 GMT -6
#s://i~imgur~com/Cxu3tW0~png Her ears couldn't have been more quick to flatten against her head as Shrikepaw spat back at her. StarClan, if there was anything that could have ruined her day even more, this was it.
"Uh huh, that's soooooooo likely," she hissed back. Sure, Shrikepaw could have certainly somehow managed to run into Leopardpaw unknowingly. However, it fit the narrative that she was trying to play off of that maybe the other she-cat had followed her to this exact spot, just to annoy her and cause her life to be the living hell that it had been for so many moons.
After the eye roll and the jab at the motherless Leopardpaw, she hid how much that comment affected her. So, is that really all that she is known as? The motherless apprentice? Sure, she had milked and milked that scenario dry to get what she wanted... and it worked. The calico had managed to skip so many chores, so many patrols by using the excuse of her parental ties and sob story. It felt good, but it didn't feel good when coming from her "sister".
"Yeah, I wouldn't know. You are too busy sucking on your mom's tit for that to ever happen," she muttered under her breath before Shrikepaw continued. Like the cat across from her, her tail was lashing wildly while waiting to give a response from her sister's blabbing mouth. However, a sarcastic laugh soon erupted from Leopardpaw.
"You, not spending every second with Pigeonscreech? Are you trying to be a jokester, Shrikepaw? Because it's not working," she cackled out. "You are Momma's little angel. 'Oh, mom, can I pweaseeeee go get a mouse by myself at the fresh-kill pile? I pwomise that I will be right back and will come cuddle up with you all day'." Leopardpaw had lowered herself to the ground with kitten eyes gazing up at Shrikepaw. Shrikepaw was such a do-gooder and always did what her mom asked. It made her weak in Leopardpaw's eyes. Suddenly, Leopardpaw raised to her paws and began to stalk around the fluffier apprentice, her sleak form crouched along the ground.
"I am my own cat, I do what I want when I want. Not even Shadowgaze seems to care, other than a light scolding," Leopardpaw sneered. "And if I was Antlerpaw's pawn, then why does he actually care so much about me, huh? Unlike the cats that were supposed to be there for me..." The she-cat kept to herself how he seemed to have been actively ignoring her. But, she was too blind to see the manipulation of the tom. "You know, he actually enjoys my company, along with the other apprentices he hangs out with. Maybe if you weren't so stuck in Pigeonscreech's dirt, maybe you could actually be your own cat like us? No one to boss us around, our own free-reign on the territory."
The she-cat stopped once she was behind the she-cat, with a fake pounce suddenly springing from her back legs. Her goal wasn't to capture her supposed sibling in her grasp, but her insecure sister startled to prove her point.
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Post by absurdjinx on Dec 9, 2023 5:02:45 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/HC9DWHV/shrike~jpg | shrikepaw, "how quickly though, life can turn around
one step forward, two steps back"
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When Leopardpaw erupted into dry laughter, Shrikepaw recoiled slightly in surprise. She hadn’t expected that response, but she recovered quickly, pinning her ears back and scowling at her half-sister, eyes narrowed into a sharp glare. As Leopardpaw verbally attacked her, Shrikepaw remained silent, though she made sure her detest for the other she-cat was very clear in her expression. Despite what she’d said, it was true that she remained glued to her mother’s side, but she’d hoped Leopardpaw wouldn’t address her lie. What Leopardpaw didn’t seem to know was that Shrikepaw’s feelings for her mother were more complicated than she could comprehend. She loved her mother, as most kits do, but she also hated how Pigeonscreech was constantly dictating her every move. Why didn't she rebel against her mother? She would tell anyone who asked that there was no reason to, but deep down, she knew it was because she was scared of turning her back on everything she’s ever known, and even deeper down, she knew it was because she was afraid of Pigeonscreech. Shrikepaw’s mother was a ruthless cat. Shrikepaw watched Leopardpaw closely as the younger molly began to stalk around her, lowered close to the ground like she was hunting prey. Her muscles tensed and the fur along Shrikepaw’s spine stood erect, unnerved by the idea that she was prey, but she continued to glare at Leopardpaw despite feeling a tad unsettled. While she prepared for a potential attack, she also listened to Leopardpaw claim her mentor didn’t care what she did. She listened to her whine about not having support from those who should have her back. And she listened as Leopardpaw insulted her, bringing up Pigeonscreech again. Shrikepaw was more focused on the torbie’s actions than her words, however. She heard what Leopardpaw was saying, but they barely registered. She was expecting an attack, so when Leopardpaw paused behind her, she knew what was coming next. Leopardpaw moved to lunge at her and Shrikepaw whirled around before dropping into a defensive position, curling her lips back in a fierce snarl. But Leopardpaw didn’t actually lunge. Shrikepaw felt fury rush through her and she immediately stood tall again, tail lashing wildly behind her. She shoved her anger down and tried to remain somewhat calm, her tail slowing to a halt. She was the superior one here, after all, so she shouldn’t stoop down to Leopardpaw’s level. “ Yeah, I should’ve known you don’t have the courage to follow through with an attack. You do what you want? No cat bosses you around? Then you shouldn’t be afraid of a fight.” Shrikepaw tilted her head slightly and adopted a look of fake pity on her face. “ That is, unless you can’t do whatever you want.” She paused to chuckle before going on, “ You think you’re all that? Well, you’re not. Time to grow up, Leopardpaw, and face reality. You’re nothing. Pigeonscreech doesn’t want you, Cloudwhisker doesn’t want you, and I don’t want you. We never have and never will. And if you actually think Antlerpaw cares about you, then you’re more of a fool than I thought.”
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storms make trees take deeper roots
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Post by cosmic on Jan 7, 2024 16:49:36 GMT -6
#s://i~imgur~com/Cxu3tW0~png Leopardpaw was happy to her fake attack stir a reaction out of the other apprentice. Plus, seeing a glimpse of her sister getting as angry as her made her satisfied. Shrikepaw always acted like she was sooo much better than her dysfunctional sister. After all, she had Pigeonscreech to tell her every single day how great and miraclous she was. Pfft, no wonder she had such an ego.
After, Shrikepaw began her retort to the tortoiseshell. The white she-cat started to attack her courage by saying that she didn't have the heart to attack her. The comment stuck out to the apprentice, causing a tail twitch in irritation. Come to think of it, she hadn't had the guts to attack another cat, despite her obsession with Antlerpaw and his gang of apprentices. She had maybe always shrugged it off as perhaps the dark-brown tom being more abrasive, and she was more talk than bite. But now that he was missing from the equation, she would have to start making moves for herself.
Her disgrace of a sibling then continued to talk about how the family didn't want her around. Leopardpaw couldn't help but let out a disgusting cackle at the end of her statement. "That's funny, really, it is. Let me ask you... has Cloudwhisker even asked to give you more training lessons? To help you become a better warrior? I doubt it, he's always prancing around other she-cats, just like he did with Pigeonscreech," she spat, with a secretive hint of disgust more toward Cloudwhisker than Shrikepaw. She knew Cloudwhisker's game, she was the product of his lust anyways. But still, rubbing salt against Leopardpaw's wound that he had offered her more lessons excited Leopardpaw. However, she would, of course, spar the details on how she rejected his offer. "You know, if he actually did like you as his child, maybe he would have offered you lessons first!"
But then came the attack about her relationship with Antlerpaw. Perhaps their distance between each other was more recognizable than she wanted the clan, especially her peers, to see? Leopardpaw knew Shrikepaw wasn't completely stupid, she probably noticed. But still, the words obviously struck a nerve. Leopardpaw then bared her teeth at the other apprentice, with her tail becoming angular with each lash. "Oh, would you shut up!?" Leopardpaw shrieked, before she jumped up above the apprentice, attempting to land down on Shrikepaw's shoulders to knock her to the ground.
athletics roll: 9 [10 needed for success]
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Post by absurdjinx on Jan 18, 2024 9:33:44 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/HC9DWHV/shrike~jpg | shrikepaw, "how quickly though, life can turn around
one step forward, two steps back"
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Discovering that Cloudwhisker had approached Leopardpaw to offer her bonus training lessons was, at first, a shocking and upsetting revelation. Why hadn’t Cloudwhisker come to Shrikepaw before Leopardpaw? Sure, she usually chased him away with stinging remarks and sharp glares, but shouldn’t she still be his priority? Shouldn’t he make every effort to connect with her, no matter how often she rejected him? Just a heartbeat or two after Shrikepaw felt anger rush through her, she also realized that maybe Cloudwhisker had faith in her abilities, which would explain why he hadn’t offered to help her with her training. Her father must know she was better than Leopardpaw and didn’t need the extra help. After all, Leopardpaw spent all her free time with her friends, but Shrikepaw worked relentlessly. Pigeonscreech worked Shrikepaw harder than any other apprentice in the valley. It was exhausting, but she knew her mother just wanted the best for her… right? After she finished a training session with Cinderflame, Pigeonscreech would usher her right back to the hollow for more lessons. Her mother had told her - not asked - that she’d become a guardian, the best guardian RidgeClan’s ever seen. But becoming the best didn’t just happen, no, Shrikepaw would have to work twice as hard to get there. Sometimes, she wished Pigeonscreech would back off and let her breathe, but she’d never dare to say the words to her mother’s face. She’d never dare to say the words to anyone’s face in fear of them getting back to her mother. And then Leopardpaw suggested that Cloudwhisker didn’t like Shrikepaw and she tried reminding herself that her father wasn’t worth involving in her life, but deep down, she wanted her father to like her. She wanted to have a relationship with her dad, but Pigeonscreech had taught her that she shouldn’t want that, and so Shrikepaw convinced herself everyday to dislike Cloudwhisker. Before she could give her half-sister’s statement much more thought, Leopardpaw was lunging at her. Shrikepaw froze in surprise for only a moment and then she jumped to the side. As Leopardpaw landed, Shrikepaw whirled around and leapt in the other she-cat’s direction, coming down within a whisker-length or two of her. Swiftly, she reared up on her hind legs and swiped relentlessly at Leopardpaw’s face with unsheathed claws, and despite her rage, she was careful to avoid the younger she-cat’s eyes - but everywhere else was fair game. [ athletics roll ] 22
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Post by cosmic on Jan 28, 2024 21:46:46 GMT -6
#s://i~imgur~com/Cxu3tW0~png [tw: detailed depiction of blood and injury]Seeing the she-cat seethe in fury got the adrenaline pumping in Leopardpaw's veins. Obviously, the calico had struck a nerve somewhere. It had only been a couple moonhighs since she spoke to Cloudwhisker, really for the first time since her existence began. While Antlerpaw's imaginary taunts about her being weak to "fall for his tricks", it gave her hope. It gave her hope that perhaps in the future she could have someone to depend on, even if she would outwardly protest it. To have someone proud of her would be the ultimate accomplishment.
However, it was sudden when she realized that her attack had not landed, with a white blur jumping out of the way. Foxdung, she scolded herself, with her claws just then unsheathed into the dirt underneath to steady herself from the failed attack. It was then that she heard her father's words to her. Cloudwhisker had promised her that eventually, maybe, she wouldn't have to be so angry anymore. Leopardpaw had a heartbeat where she had a change of heart. She could run now, she didn't have to be Shrikepaw's enemy. Just outlast her long enough to see her in a different light. However, with the position change of her half-sister in front of her, the thoughts were blinded by wanting to prove herself. She was strong, she was capable, and she would defeat her half si-
Slash!
The adrenaline only held off for a split second as her sister violently crashed her claws into the calico's face. There was no pain, likely from her exhilarated spirit. But as she lost her balance, it came rushing. It felt like intense burning with stabbing pain like she had been impaled. Leopardpaw couldn't help but let out a loud screech, which continued to bounce off the trees to deafen her. With a crash, her body hit the ground with such force that her head bounced off the dirt. It was a moment that she laid there, almost feeling like she had died. Very much alive, though, as she drew in a breath. The she-cat tried to flutter her eyes open, but all she saw was a puddle of blood quickly forming around her face. It began to splash off her eyes with each blink. A soft and painful groan escaped her maw, before her eyes trailed upward. Shrikepaw.
"H-How... How could you?" the calico she-cat quietly whispered with the blood running down her fur.. Yes, she attacked first. However, she knew that the damage would not have been this severe. Leopardpaw had no desire to hurt Shrikepaw. Leopardpaw's claws were sheathed when she lunged at her half-sister. Twice they were sheathed.
Did she really hate her that much? Was she really the mistake that should have never been born?
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Post by absurdjinx on Feb 19, 2024 7:25:30 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/HC9DWHV/shrike~jpg | shrikepaw, "how quickly though, life can turn around
one step forward, two steps back"
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Leopardpaw’s ear-splitting shriek brought Shrikepaw back to reality. She’d been so blinded by her fury that she hadn’t realized how severe her attack had been. She’d seen red, angered by Leopardpaw’s remarks and then by her half-sister’s attack, but as she blinked, the red refused to go away. It streamed down Leopardpaw’s face and Shrikepaw’s gaze followed the rivers of blood to the sources - claw marks that she had put there. Horror froze her in place, eyes wide and mouth agape as she struggled to comprehend what she’d done. Leopardpaw collapsed, but she seemed to fall at a reduced speed, like Shrikepaw had slowed down time. The younger apprentice’s body hit the ground hard and Shrikepaw could only continue to stare, her own body stiff with shock. As the blood began to pool around Leopardpaw’s head, she looked up at her and as much as Shrikepaw wanted to avert her eyes, she couldn’t force herself to move. “ H-how… How could you?” Leopardpaw rasped and Shrikepaw felt nothing except shame rush through her at the sound of the other she-cat’s weak voice. She should’ve known better than to pick a fight with Leopardpaw and she should’ve known better than to unsheathe her claws. Shrikepaw was training to become a guardian, after all. She was bulky and strong, a skilled fighter. Leopardpaw hadn’t stood a chance. And she’d unsheathed her claws during a fight against not only her clanmate, but her half-sister. Cinderflame had told her to never harm a clanmate. Oh no. What was Cinderflame going to say? What would Mushroomstar do? Pigeonscreech would probably praise her and she’d pretend to bask in it, but she’d feel guilty about it, because she didn’t think wounding Leopardpaw was something to celebrate. She was more afraid of Pigeonscreech than she was remorseful for what she’d done to Leopardpaw. She was sorry, of course, very sorry, but her mother’s wrath was scarier than anything else. “ I- I didn’t mean to,” Shrikepaw managed to respond. She hesitated to take a step in Leopardpaw’s direction, lightly pressing her toes against the ground before pulling her paw back when she figured the last thing her half-sister wanted was for her to approach. “ I didn’t mean to,” she repeated, voice thick with emotion, silently begging Leopardpaw to understand. Shrikepaw’s legs shook beneath her and just as she became sure that they were about to give, she swiftly dropped into a crouch. She knew she didn’t deserve Leopardpaw’s forgiveness and that she’d probably never get it, but the idea of living with this regret for the rest of her life was distressing. The guilt she felt for bullying Leopardpaw since they were kits, a feeling that she’d buried deep within so Pigeonscreech could never see it, rose to the surface. I’m sorry, Leopardpaw. I’m so sorry.
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Post by doge on Feb 27, 2024 20:48:15 GMT -6
#s://i~postimg~cc/Hxf3gjRS/cloudavatar1~png | Cloudwhisker
sunlight, moonlight, i'm dead
shoot me, i'm used to seeing red
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That talk with Leopardpaw was almost too much pity and other emotions for me to muster. I better not have to do that again anytime soon. Cloudwhisker’s thoughts had been gurgling the entire time while trying to explain to his daughter that she was always wanted by him and her mother. He was confident enough that he had kept his cool despite the younger apprentice starting off with fire to her every word. His light blue eyes narrowed with a tinged of resentment for both situations with their mothers, neither of them brought him true love and happiness in RidgeClan. Sooner or later he’d have to analyze the qualities of the she-cats still without a mate to choose who he would next attempt to court. The tall light colored tom always imagined having a son, perhaps one as charming as himself, and this time around with a more stable family situation.
His keen ears picked up sound and before the guardian knew it, he was approaching the vicinity of the sounds of an escalating commotion. With a mixture of curiosity and concern, Cloudwhisker began to head in the direction hoping to provide aid to clanmates if something signaled trouble was brewing. But it didn’t take long for his eyes to find his two daughters locked in a heated confrontation. The scene very much obviously reeked of resentment.
“Hey,” Cloudwhisker called out, his voice cutting through the tension like a sharp blade, quickly ushering himself between the two apprentices. “What is the meaning of this?” His teeth bared while looking at both of them, catching the sight of Leopardpaw’s bleeding face. “What did I just talk to you about today?” Pfft. She should have taken me up on those extra lessons, this would have gone the opposite way. Afterwards, Cloudwhisker’s face shifted, giving Leopardpaw a disappointed look before swinging back angrily to Shrikepaw. “There is no point to this and you know it Shrikepaw. You have a brain, so use it, or you’ll never become a guardian. You get nothing good in life out of being spiteful of your sister. Unless you want dirty looks from the rest of the clan for being so intolerable like Pigeonscreech, got it?” Cloudwhisker growled before finishing with a scoff to his intense glare down on Shrikepaw. His sense of nihilism lurked in every aspect to his aura, the simple belief that ultimately the little conflicts between cats mattered little in the grand scheme of things.
“This is going to end now,” He declared with his voice and tail tip flicking, brooking no arguments were going to be had further on the matter. “You’re both daughters of me, it is beneath you both to go through this petty display of aggression.” Though his words carried a sense of ultimate authority, Cloudwhisker understood that the rift between the apprentices ran deep. His manipulative tactics could only do so much to mend the fractures within their fractured family. Still, every paternal concern and instinct churned within him to see beads of blood cascading on Leopardpaw’s muzzle. Family hurting one of their own was one of the evilest things cats could do to one another.
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Post by cosmic on Apr 2, 2024 17:44:44 GMT -6
[tw: depiction of blood and injury, swearing]
The blood already made it hard to see in front of her, but the look on Shrikepaw's face was still as clear as sunlight. Obviously, her half-sibling was just as shocked as she was with the attack that happened. Through her own shaky breath and her ears being flooded by her heartbeat, she heard the soft mews of her half-sister. She didn't mean to? Well, she was the one to actually land an attack and have her claws out for all to see. She really didn't know what to think about it, all she knew is that her head really fucking hurt.
Before she had a chance to reply or do anything, however, a familiar scent and face showed up upon the two dueling apprentices. The white tom quickly took the situation into his own hands, as he... he didn't even bother to ask if she was okay. Wow, so much for their talk earlier. Seems like their talk hadn't really crushed too many walls between them. The question about their talk earlier only made her ears pin against her ears aggressively, with only a pffft coming from from her nose.
Behind the tom, she watched as Cloudwhisker scolded her half-sister quite heavily. As much as she wanted to be a snarky apprentice and make faces at Shrikepaw for getting a heavier talking to, she couldn't find herself to. The words that Cloudwhisker spoke, she knew they were harsh and nothing that the white cat was expecting to hear from him. The she-cat avoided eye contact.
Leopardpaw listened to the tom as he declared that the sisters stop fighting. "Easy for you to just say," she started, with a rough groan escaping her beforehand. The beads of blood were beginning to dry on her face, as she adjusted herself to a more comfortable position than the one she landed in, still on the ground. "It was all Shrikepaw's fault, she followed me out of camp! She probably wanted to pick a fight, especially the way she flashed her claws around and sliced my face."
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Post by absurdjinx on Apr 7, 2024 8:22:15 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/HC9DWHV/shrike~jpg | shrikepaw, "how quickly though, life can turn around
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“ Hey!” Cloudwhisker’s voice surprised Shrikepaw to the point that her heart nearly leapt out of her chest. She abruptly jumped to her paws, head swiveling sharply in the direction of her father’s voice, and when her gaze fell on him, she didn’t feel angry, an emotion she usually associated with him, but instead, she felt scared. Selfishly, she wondered how much trouble she was about to get in. Cloudwhisker first addressed Leopardpaw and Shrikepaw was still so shocked by her own actions, that she didn’t give the fact that they’d spoken earlier today much thought. And then Cloudwhisker looked at her and Shrikepaw couldn’t help flinching at the anger in his blue eyes. She’d messed up bad - real bad. As Cloudwhisker scolded her, Shrikepaw found it challenging to maintain eye contact with him, so her gaze flitted between him and her paws. But when he compared her to Pigeonscreech, she immediately looked up at him through narrowed eyes. Her first instinct was to defend her mother, even though deep down she hated how much like Pigeonscreech she was. Shrikepaw was cruel, there was no denying it. She’d even lashed out at her own kin. She’d consider herself lucky if Leopardpaw ever forgave her. But Pigeonscreech said Leopardpaw destroyed their family by being born and her mother’s words were so deeply ingrained within her that they were difficult to ignore. Cloudwhisker destroyed their family, too, though. Shrikepaw didn’t have to listen to him, not when he was half the reason why their family fell apart. He owed her. And then Leopardpaw was talking, and Shrikepaw found her shame was gradually replaced by anger. She’d made it clear she hadn’t intended on picking a fight, hadn’t she? “ You’re the one who started it,” Shrikepaw growled. “ If you hadn’t lunged at me, I wouldn’t have had to defend myself. It’s not my fault that you can’t control your temper.” With a lash of her tail, Shrikepaw then fixed Cloudwhisker with a glare, the blue eyes she’d inherited from him dark with anger. “ And you have no right to call me your daughter. How dare you try to parent me when you’ve torn our family apart. You had a chance to be my father, but then you created that.” Shrikepaw’s glare drifted toward Leopardpaw for a brief moment before returning to Cloudwhisker. “ So don’t you pretend to be better than me when you’re not.”
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