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Post by Erose on Feb 13, 2024 16:16:41 GMT -6
#s://i~imgur~com/5odtLNW~png It was harder to leave the barn than Ashfang expected. More than once he looked back, cerulean gaze drinking in all the foreign shapes of farm equipment, the hard line of the barn roof against the darkening sky, and wondered if it was supposed to feel like this. Then Summit's fur would brush against his side, and all at once his galloping heart would calm and he would breathe for the first time in a year. All too soon they crossed the border into PrairieClan territory. Strangely, it already felt like trespassing, but Ashfang shook off his trepidation and forged onward. With Summit at his side, quiet and stalwart, he felt like he could face a pack of wolves without flinching. How terrifying could one conversation be? The moon started to rise, stretching languid and silver against the darkening sky, and for the first time since he'd lost Bearpaw to the river, he felt comforted by her presence. "Camp is just ahead," he said, breaking the easy silence between them as a copse of trees came into view. "Listen, Summit... Before we get there, you should know that Littlestar isn't the leader now; Cinderstar took her place a couple moons ago." Earlier, he hadn't wanted to overwhelm Summit with new information, but now he wished he'd brought it up it before they'd gotten this far. Uncomfortable, Ashfang paused to groom the fur down on his shoulders. "I don't think it'll be a problem; she was always just as welcoming as Littlestar. Just... forgot to mention it before, with everything."It was hard not to cling to Summit's side like a needy kit. After so long apart, all he wanted was to lie entwined with his mate and never move again, but they had responsibilities. Ashfang didn't want to just disappear this time; he owed PrairieClan some explanation, and himself some closure. Before he could balk, he stood and gently butted his head against Summit's shoulder. "Are you ready?"
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Post by tor on Feb 14, 2024 8:08:08 GMT -6
#s://i~ibb~co/6nSHvqF/bear~png The first time Ashfang looked back at the barn, when they were hardly more than a few paces past the entrance, Summit couldn't tell what thoughts brewed behind his eyes. He hoped, like himself, Ashfang was finding it hard to walk away from their home. But there was no avoiding what they had to do here; Ashfang needed to tell his clan of his decision, otherwise he'd be nothing but a ghostly deserter, forever haunting the edges of PrairieClan's border. So, instead of trying to press his mate into telling him what anxious thoughts brewed in his head, Summit just pressed his side to Ashfang's and hoped for the best. Crossing PrairieClan's border felt different than the last time he did it. Then, it had been an accident under moonlight - just a mistake made by a distracted, addled healer looking for columbine. Now, his paws crossed into the meadow with confident intent, at least as confident as he could be, given everything. He was grateful for the moon guiding them, painting a silvery path across the meadow for them both to follow. No comfort was lost between them as Ashfang spoke. Summit turned his gaze forward, briefly distracted by his mate's handsome voice, and nodded at the trees in the distance. He'd never seen PrairieClan's camp before, but recalled something about burrows? "Listen, Summit..." Nerves prickled down his spine. Born out of nothing but anxiety, Summit wondered if Ashfang was about to tell him he'd made a mistake, and that this trip would be Ashfang returning to PrairieClan. "Before we get there, you should know that Littlestar isn't the leader now; Cinderstar took her place a couple moons ago."The nerves dissipated quickly. Summit nodded in understanding, feeling a brief burst of mourning for Littlestar. He never really knew her, aside from their shared RidgeClan heritage. Still, it was enough to feel shallow grief. "I don't know this Cinderstar," he said, not that it mattered much. "Littlestar's deputy was Wheat...fur? Ryenose?" The name escaped him. But that was a full season cycle ago - it stood to reason Littlestar picked a new deputy. "I don't think it'll be a problem; she was always just as welcoming as Littlestar." Good. "Just... forgot to mention it before, with everything."He dipped his head in gentle understanding. "That's okay," he murmured. Warmth bloomed under his fur where Ashfang bumped into his shoulder, and Summit nodded in response to his question. "Yes. I'm ready." They were close now. The hustle of camp, even at night, couldn't be denied - soft voices and softer pawsteps as cats mingled and readied for sleep while midnight patrols prepared for work. "Are you?"
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Post by Erose on Feb 14, 2024 13:38:30 GMT -6
#s://i~imgur~com/5odtLNW~png Not for the first time, Ashfang wished he could peek inside of Summit's head, just once, to see what was knocking around in there; as taciturn as the towering tom was, it wasn't always easy to know what he was thinking. But he seemed relaxed. His fur, now hard to distinguish from the gathering dusk, lay flat on his shoulders, and the tilt of his ears toward Ashfang's voice was smooth and unbothered. Tamping down on a swell of affection that threatened to choke him with a purr, he simply brushed his tail along Summit's flank as he loped onward. "Ready as I'll ever be," he replied honestly. The camp was most active on a crepuscular schedule, bustling during the twilight hours so they could take high noon and midnight to rest. It worked best for the tunnelers as well, with their light-sensitive eyes. It still sounded strange to Ashfang to spend so much time underground—even sleeping in PrairieClan's burrows became claustrophobic—but they had their niche. Maybe it sounded just as crazy to a prairie cat to hunt hawks. As they approached the fallen tree where PrairieClan leaders made their den, Ashfang's stomach continued to twist itself into knots. He knew that Cinderstar would be understanding, but he couldn't shake the terrifying feeling that he was standing on a ledge, staring into an unknowable abyss. He'd been a clan cat his entire life. He'd rejected his own parents to stay, to be a warrior, to serve his clan, and here he was at the end of it, making the same choice his mother and sister had all those moons ago. It'd felt so easy at the barn, surrounded by the scent of hay and herbs and a future that was actually within reach. There had always been a shard of him that didn't quite fit. It hurt to think that he'd always been meant for this, that being a warrior had never been in his stars and all this time he'd fought for nothing. Not nothing, something whispered inside him. Reflexively he looked up, at the moon, and realized that all his life he'd been striving towards this. Peace. A quiet life with his Summit. It was time to rest. "Cinderstar?" he called, pausing a polite fox-length from the entrance of her den. Across the hollow, he saw an apprentice poke their head out of a burrow, disappear, only to emerge again a moment later with three more sets of curious ears. Nosy kids... "I need to speak with you, if you're in."
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Post by tor on Feb 14, 2024 14:30:19 GMT -6
"Ready as I'll ever be," Ashfang said, and Summit could hear the note of honesty in each syllable. He held Ashfang's lovely gaze for a moment longer, and then there was no more stalling. Night embraced them both as they slipped into PrairieClan's camp, speckled relief of trees amidst the endless golden prairie, bathed silver in moonlight. Summit tried not to look around camp too much as if he was studying, despite every instinct that was curious to learn about the clan he never once visited. Inside, there were two minds warring for dominance - Summit, the barn cat, curious about the clan his home allied with, and Bearpaw, the voice he still couldn't shake, curious about an enemy clan. Enemy. What a horrid word it was. Summit wished each strand of fur that felt alight with danger as he walked through PrairieClan's camp would settle down. He was not in danger. Not as a barn cat, and certainly not with Ashfang at his side. And still he wondered - how many of these cats lost someone, all because his clan chose war? They must have been more accepting, more forgiving, than he could possibly give them credit for. Why else would they harbor Ashfang - plus others, he was sure - after what Wolfstar did? Summit settled next to Ashfang as he called out for Cinderstar. He was curious about this new leader, too. The name struck him as belonging to a dark colored cat, like the cinders that lingered after a fire. Had she been a tunneler? An herbalist? He would like to speak to PrairieClan's herbalist, if he had a chance while they were still here. From the fallen long, a curt voice rang out. Cinderstar's, presumably. "Is that you, Ashfang?" No, not curt. The leader sounded annoyed. "Yes, come in."
"I'm with you," Summit murmured before Ashfang moved, one last reminder that neither of them were alone. - Cinderstar blinked as Ashfang entered her den, confused for a moment by the enlarged shadow behind him before she realized it was another cat. Danger prickled up her spine until she saw the soft way the stranger held himself, and caught the familiar scent of the barn on his fur. Of course. Ashfang had just bumped into a barn scout. Is that why her warrior had disappeared all day? Something to do with the barn? "You were supposed to be on an evening patrol, Ashfang," she said, walking back her annoyance from earlier. If Ashfang brought her a barn cat, she was sure his reasoning behind his disappearance was a good one. "But I see you have an explanation for that. Who's your friend?"
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Post by Erose on Feb 14, 2024 15:35:25 GMT -6
#s://i~imgur~com/5odtLNW~png I'm with you.Cinderstar's annoyance prickled through Ashfang's fur like insects. He stood for a moment, legs stiff and ears pinned back, as he warred with his initial lash of defensiveness; he knew he'd shirked his duties today by spending so much time at the barn. It was his fault, and he would own it. I'm with you. He focused on Summit's presence behind him, a mountain of warmth and comfort, and was glad the danger fled quickly from Cinderstar's eyes; his mate was large, but he was a healer, not a threat. He wanted nothing more than for the tortoiseshell molly to understand that. "I know, and I'm sorry I wasn't there for it," he said, lowering his head briefly in apology. "This is Summit. He's a healer from the barn, but..." He paused, glancing back at his mate before continuing. "Before that, I knew him in RidgeClan; he was the medicine cat apprentice back when I was injured."His heart galloped in his chest. He'd faced abandonment by his family, scorn by his peers, and a loss so terrible it'd carved out everything inside him but his grief, so where was his courage now? Why did his paws tremble at this precipice? Now he wished he'd had some chamomile back at the barn. "I thought I'd lost him last leaf-bare." Just mentioning the time of Wolfstar's Crusade felt like a risky step, but it was vital if Cinderstar was going to understand the situation. "To the river. But he was injured in the fall and lost his memory. Cats from the barn saved him, and he's been there ever since." Even this abbreviated version of the truth felt like too much information; his breath stuck in his throat, which was probably for the best before he could start rambling. His next words came out a whisper. "I was with him today."
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Post by tor on Feb 15, 2024 17:25:29 GMT -6
In the dozen or so moons it'd been since Ashfang joined PrairieClan's warriors, Cinderstar had developed a decent, if wary, opinion of him. She wasn't wary of him because of his RidgeClan heritage - no, she often embraced other cats who left their clans, like Littlestar, especially if they left their clans to escape the moral failings of their leaders. Ashfang abandoning RidgeClan to leave behind Wolfstar's legacy was perfectly moral of him, she thought. Her wariness came in how reluctant he always seemed to connect with his new clan. Early in his time as a PrairieClan warrior, Cinderstar was willing to forgive Ashfang's reserved nature, only able to guess how hard it was to transition to life in a new clan. But at some point you just had to make a damn friend, didn't you? Still, despite the wariness she held toward Ashfang, Cinderstar could see that he was genuine in the way he spoke to her. Nothing about him seemed false. If anything, he seemed full of more life than she'd ever seen him before. Summit, Ashfang said the barn cat's name was. It wasn't the first time she heard the name. Cinderstar further relaxed at the confirmation that the beast of a tom behind Ashfang's shoulder was a healer. Just a gentle giant, then. "Before that, I knew him in RidgeClan; he was the medicine cat apprentice back when I was injured."Oh - oh. Cinderstar wouldn't claim any familiarness with Summit beyond his name up until this point, but looking at him now, it was impossible not to see RidgeClan's old medicine cat apprentice in him. Bearpaw, too, had been a beast of a tom. "I thought I'd lost him last leaf-bare." In Wolfstar's attack, she knew he meant. Or just after it. There was so much emotion, so much tenderness, in Ashfang's voice, that Cinderstar was briefly possessed with the urge to close her eyes. She fought it back. "To the river. But he was injured in the fall and lost his memory. Cats from the barn saved him, and he's been there ever since.""That's nothing short of a miracle," she said, voice plain as she processed the news. Her gaze shifted to Bearpaw, but he said nothing. Merely nodded, confirming Ashfang's words. From what she remembered from gatherings, Bearpaw had never been much of a talker, anyway. "I was with him today."
"So I assumed." Cinderstar looked closer between the two toms, unable to dismiss how the tenderness of Ashfang's voice still rang in her ears. She supposed she, too, might be emotional to be reunited with a lost clanmate. Especially given that they seemed to share some bond - Bearpaw was the apprentice at the time of Ashfang's injury, he said? Maybe they were friendly. "I'm pleased to hear you've been reunited. Are you looking for an escort to RidgeClan's border, then? I'd be happy to facilitate that myself." Some good news for the gloomy mountain clan, she thought, to have a lost son returned to them. Bearpaw - Summit, though the strange name didn't seem to fit a cat of warrior blood - frowned deeply, an expression that looked so natural it made Cinderstar wonder if he was born with it in place. "No," he said, and in his lone syllable, Cinderstar realized every mistaken assumption she made before he even corrected her. "I don't need an escort. I'm Ashfang's escort."
"Why on earth would Ashfang need an escort to his clan- oh." Because this wasn't Ashfang's clan anymore, was it? Cinderstar sighed, then turned back to Ashfang. "Let me hear you say it, then."
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Post by Erose on Feb 28, 2024 12:12:06 GMT -6
#s://i~imgur~com/5odtLNW~png The situation fell into place, piece by piece, behind Cinderstar's shrewd eyes. At the same time, all Ashfang could see were the shafts of dusty sunlight in the barn, a halo of sun-gilded fur in his periphery. His mate. His future. Nothing short of a miracle.By the time Cinderstar prompted him to explain, Ashfang's heart had calmed. "I will never forget the kindness PrairieClan has shown me," he said evenly, raising his head to meet her eyes. "I know I'm not the easiest cat to deal with, but I've been proud to live and work alongside your warriors."Now that he was leaving, it was easier to imagine what his future in PrairieClan might have been like. Maybe one day, his grief would have eased enough for him to smile again. To make friends. He would have lain with them in the dappled sunlight of PrairieClan's camp, warming his aching body, and one day find a final resting place on a hill covered in flowers. It wouldn't have been a terrible life. A lonely one, perhaps, but there would have been light too. Just not moonlight. "If one day that debt can be repaid, you will find me in the barn. With Summit." He couldn't quite keep the warmth out of his tone, out of the way his mouth shaped the strange, beautiful name of his mate, and he was glad. He didn't want to hide anymore; his next words were for Cinderstar, but they were for Summit too. "I belong with him, wherever he is and whatever he's called. He's my home."
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Post by tor on Mar 3, 2024 12:06:24 GMT -6
The words felt false to Cinderstar. She didn't meant to be cynical, nor did she particularly like how hollow Ashfang sounded to her, when she could see nothing but honesty in his eyes. It was just - of course PrairieClan had once again made itself a safe harbor, only to be left so readily. Cinderstar didn't disagree with the leaders before her who made it their mission to open PrairieClan's borders to all, but goodness, it exhausted her. Ashfang was leaving. "If one day that debt can be repaid, you will find me in the barn." To the barn. She supposed that wasn't very far. "He's my home." And that admission was so sweet Cinderstar didn't know what to do with herself. She nodded, letting that serve as her response for the first moments of silence that followed Ashfang's admittance. Then she sighed. "You never were a good PrairieClan warrior, Ashfang," she said. "We have flowers in our veins, and from you, I saw nothing but snow." A true RidgeClan cat. They both were - Ashfang and Summit. She could see it so clearly, no matter how willingly these two fled to the barn. She wouldn't judge them for it. RidgeClan was not the home they'd been born into. "But you were a good warrior, and I'm saddened to see you go. Don't fret." Already she could see more lines of concern forming on Summit's face. "You have my blessing. I won't keep you from your home. I will ask for something in return from both of you."The request was better served to Summit, whose name Cinderstar knew well enough from the other barn cats she'd spoken to. He was respected. A healer. Maybe not a leader among the barn, but certainly a cat who had their ear. "I'd like to begin talks of a formal alliance between PrairieClan and the barn. I'll never ask the barn to meddle in clan business, but there's another matter that concerns us both." She glanced passed the two toms, vaguely in the direction of the abandoned cabin. "RidgeClan and MistClan will be distracted with the newly formed Kingdom. Neither of them will pay much attention to Foxglove and his gang." She could see distaste now twisting Summit's mouth. She hoped that meant he was on her side. "I want an alliance between us to handle Foxglove. Diplomatically, first. But if it comes to more..."One day, PrairieClan would hunt their far fields again. "I know neither of you have decision making power in the barn, but I just want your word you'll do what you can to convince your fellow barn cats. Can you do that for me?" Summit was already nodding, a slow, thoughtful gesture. He did not speak. "Ashfang?"
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Post by Erose on Apr 10, 2024 18:40:45 GMT -6
#s://i~imgur~com/5odtLNW~png #s://i~imgur~com/5odtLNW~png You never were a good PrairieClan warrior.He hadn't expected to be insulted. His hackles started prickling, stomach clenching with stress, before she continued. And she was right, wasn't she? He would have grown to love PrairieClan... but he was never going to be one of them. Ashfang was all jagged edges, hard lines and ice. He didn't belong here. Forcing himself to breathe, he sat down, curling his tail tightly around his paws and hoping that would hide the way his claws dug into the soft earthen floor. Only when she told them they had her blessing did he begin to relax by increments, taking comfort in Summit's solid heat at his back. Ah, Foxglove. So that was her price. His eyes narrowed in consideration; the cabin sect was a topic rife with gossip in PrairieClan, but more than that it was dangerous. And she was right, wasn't she? He hadn't thought about it, but RidgeClan and MistClan would be distracted about the Kingdom; it would be an opportune time to attack, if Foxglove wanted. A cold trickle ran down his spine. Would war come to the valley again? "I'm not exactly an inspirational speaker." He huffed. "But I'll do what I can; Foxglove is a threat to all of us, and I've seen the price of threats like that. You have my word." Is this loyalty or a leash? some part of him wondered. When the time came, would his promise get him—or someone he loved—killed? His gaze flicked to Summit. Would he lose him again? "If it comes to worse things with Foxglove, I know we can count on PrairieClan's aid as much as you can count on ours," he said, tone quieting. "Thank you for your blessing, Cinderstar."
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Post by tor on Apr 12, 2024 13:11:18 GMT -6
Cinderstar saw the aggravation in Ashfang's figure, making his spine rigid and his eyes hard in distrust. Impressively, she also saw all these things soften a moment later, as if Summit's presence thawed the ice buried deep in Ashfang's soul. The adoration between the two of them was clear. It warmed her - it wasn't often she saw love so visible between two cats, outside of public displays of affection that made her tail curl in embarrassment. She twitched her nose at the thought. Now wasn't the time to contemplate those things. She was trying to make a deal for the betterment of her clan - of the whole forest, really. "Foxglove is a threat to all of us, and I've seen the price of threats like that. You have my word."Spoken like an oath. How solemn. For a moment, she could see nothing but the two RidgeClan warriors before her, and the life that was destroyed by a leader they once trusted. "Thank you for your blessing, Cinderstar.""I wish you nothing but happiness," she said. "Truly." And then, turning toward Summit, she added, "The barn has been a constant ally as far as my memory places it. I have no desire to lose that connection by endangering your people. It was good to meet you again, Summit."- Summit straightened ever so slightly at Cinderstar's words. Your people, she said, and it felt good. Right. Each day he remembered more and more of his life before the barn. He feared one day uncovering a memory that made him desperate to go back, desperate for the shade of RidgeClan's trees, and the hovering presence of the towering mountains. But hearing the barn called his - that felt more right than any memory so far had, aside from the memories of how much he loved the cat next to him. "The barn feels the same for PrairieClan," he said simply. Cinderstar nodded, looking pleased with herself. Summit wondered if it was only her familiarity with Ashfang that made her so easy to read, like she let her guard down around him, or if she was just more of an open book than leaders he was used to. How novel. A moment later, Cinderstar dismissed them, and Summit took the lead out of her den. He blinked his eyes to adjust to the daylight, then gave Ashfang the gentlest nudge. "Is there anyone you wish to speak to before going home?"
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Post by Erose on Apr 24, 2024 10:04:53 GMT -6
#s://i~imgur~com/5odtLNW~png It was almost too easy. Before he'd even had a chance to fully relax, Cinderstar was giving them her blessing and sending them along. He blinked, lowered his head out of reflex, then deeper in more genuine gratitude. Before he could swallow it again, a blessing sprang from his tongue: "May the moon light your path."Not a PrairieClan blessing. Tasting the frost of his homeland, he turned and exited her den. Cinderstar was right: he was still a RidgeClan warrior. The mountain would always be his roots, those strange cats with moonlight in their eyes his brothers and sisters. But that was where he'd come from; where he was going was... The low rumble of Summit's voice pulled Ashfang from his thoughts, and he drew in a slow breath. Home. Nothing in the world felt more right than that. "Give me a minute," he said, and with a brush of his tail against Summit's flank, loped off towards the warriors' den. The earthen tunnel prickled against his back, and with dim amusement he thought of Stonefur, whose stature—almost comical among his peers—had been more familiar to him and more of a comfort than he would ever know. On the way to his nest he paused, catching a flash of purple in the gloom. Basilheart's nest still had a crocus tucked into the moss; thankfully an early bloomer, Ashfang had been able to find it for the white tom's nest after his mother Littlestar had... passed. It was a clumsy fumble at condolences, the flower meaning something like hope and new beginnings, but it was all Ashfang could manage at the time. Basilheart had always made an effort to be kind to him; he was a good cat, and Ashfang was glad they'd at least still share a border. Maybe now that he was out of the dark, Ash could take a swing at friendship. Rolling up his bedding, he began to pull it from the scraped hollow when a piece of dried reed fell away. He paused, eyeing the reed and the long tuft of brown fur that he'd so carefully tied around it, that he'd so achingly clung to. He left it. When he emerged with his bundle of old bedding, he quickly disposed of it behind the dirtplace before rejoining Summit. "I'm ready," he said with a rusty purr, bumping his head into the larger tom's shoulder. "Let's go home."
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